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This is so hard, cause he says that she treated him so bad, that he was only with her for compromised and to not be rude, but there’s something about it that I can’t believe, I wish i could, but I can’t. I need to let it out, so I’ll tell you. I have no one to talk to, so why not here. So I met him, and we got really close, He told me that he liked me cause I was there, when no one was, and cause I helped him a lot. He was just recovering from a “broken heart” he said, he told me his story: “I was with a girl to helped her with her illness(anorexia), and she only used me for sex whenever she wanted, and i was obligated, i never kissed her, i never said that i loved her, i never really loved her, it was just for that, i was helping her, yes, i walked her to class, to home, we hold hands, but it lasted 4 years, and i regret it” basically is that. Somehow, i can’t believe that he never kissed her, that he never said “I love you” but he swear he never did. And as you say, somehow you’ll always “love” your exes. And it lasted 4 years, so I can’t believe that, in that time he never ever felt something about her. I don’t know what to think. And I know, i fell for him, But i’m not ready to say i love you, and he already told me “i love you” after just 1 month of breaking with his ex, so when someone says that it’s “broken hearted” that involves love, right? there’s a feeling. So i’m just insecure about his feelings for me. I am sure about my feelings about him. I’ve never felt this way before. I just needed to let this out. Sorry. Thanks for your words.