i havent been commenting much lately. im sorry for that. you guys mean the world to me. but how can i help anyone else if i cant help myself? if i make it through the night, ill be back tomorrow, but as it stands right now, i just dont know. i dont fucking know. i do know that im terrified of whats next. im scared of an afterlife. but damn.. anything is better than this
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Make a bit more detailed message tomorrow. I look forward to reading it.
All the best.
Thanks. Might do that tonight.
I’m terrible at commenting, I haven’t found the energy to do it in a while, but I’m here for you. Seriously, there really aren’t that many people on this planet that I can say without any doubt that they make this world better, but you’re one of them. You’ve shown me, a complete stranger you have no reason to, more compassion and understanding that people I’ve known my whole life. Whatever you do is your decision, and I won’t try to stop you in making it, because it’s not my call, it’s yours. Just remember that this walrus is here for you every day you stick around in this world.
P.S. I’d cry if anything happened to you, and, believe it or not, walrus tears aren’t very majestic.
Thats alright, walrus. I couldn’t do it. I think I knew that already, but I was kind of hoping I would find some last minute burst of courage. Whatever the case, I’m still here. I’m sure walrus tears are exceedingly majestic if shed for the right reason. I really don’t think I’m the right reason, but I really appreciate that. You’re a pretty great person.
Glad you are still here Sammi
Thanks whispers. I guess in some way I am too.
Sammmmmiiii, first and foremost before you off yourself, would you kindly make me a playlist of awesome tunes that will last for 50 years?
Second, don’t off yourself! Sit with me and listen to this cool 50 year playlist first 🙂
Damn I wish I’d seen this post sooner, but for some reason it doesn’t show your name under it. Sneaky.
Hellish nights all around… must be something in the air. But for what it’s worth, I’d take 100 hellish nights if it would give you 1 night’s peace. You’re such an extraordinary soul. And you do help us even when you’re down. I’m always looking for your posts & comments whenever you pop in because your presence makes things so much better. Whether you’re a fallen comrade in arms, or mother of the alien whale angels, you make the universe better. So keep breathing dammit :0
Sams are you ok? Don’t worry if you can’t answer. As you once told me at a critical time, please get some rest. Tomorrow will be… different.
Anything is better than this… i can relate. Heaven hell nothing? What is through that door. Not knowing has always held me back. Thats the danger of feeling this way… when it doesnt matter whats beyond its less scary. It shouldnt be. Please hold on. I am… just trying to get to tomorrow at this point, but each sunrise is some success i think.
you can have my pizza if you want….i dont have many things 🙁 sorry. i can offer a cookie as well?
Sammi! Where are you!
SAMMMMIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!
Hey! Where are you! More posts! Pics! Words! 🙁
*sniffle* emails?
stoicidegmail.com