From being young to many problems or a problem.
Each step was tough or maybe it still tough cause nothing has changed.
No one gets my state,maybe I should be the one getting to change my state in my own way by taking my own life.
Lies I have told,hidden in the dark in clear day light
Sharing my story is a waste of time cause it all end the same way, it passes by like nothing ever been told.
So ugly thoughts come up,should I take my self down?
I’m nothing than another day tomorrow suffering.
Having those ones who care is playing tricks with me, or am sure no one cares about me, so what!.
I can’t take it no more, so I leave a hidden explanation of a story not trying to hurt their feelings,but what I’m feeling is nothing compared to what they think I’m feeling.
Tiredness is next to Godliness
Everything might be locked in this world,but if education is a key to success then I’m the key to my happiness
The challenges you come up with through education,trying to concentrate your mind, are like your problems that might seem they may never end, but it at come to an end when the times is right.
We never stop learning right? So why you trying to stop breathing, you not weak, its problems that lead to temptations, so my brother,sister,father etc don’t fall while you still dream alone with your eyes open.
It may be tough, but taking your own life is tougher to us, the ones you live behind.
We may not remember you every day,month,year but when we do it will still hurt deeply.
Let God do his time for you, don’t let the world make you insane while you still feel.
Don’t look for happiness outside of you, but in you the’s heart,a brave heart, if problems don’t end today,tomorrow… Please end those inside of you before facing the outsides of you. I love you

:Luyanda Mlambo