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Have you become so focused on finding a way to get over depression  that you have forgotten who you are? Like a hero that goes on a hard quest and becomes evil in the progression of that quest because he/she is so focused on that goal that nothing else matters to them.

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stormfall 6/27/2015 - 1:12 pm

Obsession leading one to slowly devolve into the very thing he fights against… indeed yes.

Nihilism000 6/27/2015 - 1:17 pm

That is the path I’m on if don’t change it. It can only bring more misery.

Lisa Marie 6/27/2015 - 1:20 pm

I know exactly how that feels. I don’t know who I am any more. Why I’m here. What I’m supposed to do with my life. And I don’t know how to find me.

hime 6/27/2015 - 2:22 pm

Lisa, me too.

EmptyPluto 6/27/2015 - 1:24 pm

Yes, about three years ago when my depression was on full throttle. I pushed a lot of good things away simply because I was searching for answers. Not anymore, however, I somewhat have accepted depression as a part of me. And I believe, at least, i’m still the same person i’ve always been.

Streamers 6/27/2015 - 1:43 pm

I have definitely lost myself trying to win this battle.

Bisban 6/27/2015 - 2:16 pm

I am here
I suppose
You can call the ultimatum, evil
Become, happen to me
Now I just need you to know
Fate of an outcome
Always, for evolution

Bisban 6/27/2015 - 2:22 pm

Don’t be depress, for what. =B

Bisban 6/27/2015 - 2:48 pm

or I don’t know . . … … . . .. 0_o

Katki 6/27/2015 - 3:02 pm

I have no idea who the fuck I am anymore.. Yeah – this happened to me.. Its funny because you think for awhile its gone or you’re better, but instead it bites you in the ass and you’re like WTF? When all along you should have been expecting it. I am ready to give up

Salt 6/27/2015 - 3:22 pm

Great analogy, Nihil. If we’re not careful it can also lead to extreme bipolar swings. Like the superhero who is invincible with the suit on but powerless without it.

Nihilism000 6/27/2015 - 3:59 pm

Katki, I know exactly what you mean, it’s like no matter what we do it won’t go away. I believe that once I find the love of my life, the sadness will go away. It won’t and I know deep down it won’t, I just don’t know how to get rid of it. Maybe there is no way to lose it, maybe we have to live with it for the rest of our lives. I seriously hope not. There has to be a way to just forget about why were drenched in sorrow and just live and enjoy.

Nihilism000 6/27/2015 - 4:05 pm

And thanks salt, and yes it will.

Katki 6/27/2015 - 4:48 pm

Nihil – that’s EXACTLY, EXACTLY how I feel

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