I guess I’m back for now. I don’t think there’s anyone left here that remembers me but I need somewhere I can talk or vent and not have it ruin my life because that’s all talking seems to do lately. I hope I can be the way I used to, I hope I can learn how to listen again… I was so much better at it when I was really depressed but before I watched my friends disappear one by one knowing they weren’t just hiding… It’s been a while and I hope I can be the person I was, and honestly I would rather be depressed than angry and numb. Not sure what to do with that. I want to feel something again, something strong enough to feel real even if it hurts.
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I don’t remember you, but I know you now! I’m positive that you can find yourself again. I’m also sure that you’ll be able to feel something other than numbness. Just, stay strong.