CPS came in because one of my teachers called them about me cutting and doing drugs. They are now forcing me to go see a Psychiatrist and go to group with other girls that are in high school. If I don’t go, they will remove me from my mom since I have been cutting for so long. But honestly I don’t need this. I am fine with cutting and doing drugs. That’s how I cope and that’s what I’m good at. I don’t want to change. That is what makes me. ME. Not saying I don’t have emotional problems cause I’m sure we all do, but I don’t need help.. Anyways the girls were really nice and the instructor’s were cool. They made you feel welcomed and they said it was a “safe” environment, so we could say how we felt. All we did today was made a collage about ourselves and present it. Everyone put so much thought into their collage, I put like 3 pictures haha. It was plain. So overall it wasn’t THAT bad. The lady who came and picked me up and dropped me off was cool, we both liked country music so we sang the whole way.
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I am glad you enjoyed the group and the lady who came to pick you up! This is good news. I know you feel that cutting is you, your way. But there are better ways to cope.
I never cut, growing up I never knew others did this. I never felt my emotions when I was a kid and I imagine if I had tried it, I would have been hooked. Cutting is a hard way to deal with your emotions and I give you credit for getting through so much.
Glad you have the new support. Take great care of you. 🙂
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Oh cool you like country music too that’s been so rare lately but I feel for you I had to go to a group meeting in high school and we all talked about our problems but I hated it I’m glad you’re enjoying it though I hope you find some peace with it