Well, it’s been a while since I was last here. I think my last post was a video of me briefly rambling about dark shit. Some of you may also remember me as Buscetti or whatever, but I’m doing a name change.
I’d like to start a new YouTube channel to occasionally post mostly about the stuff you’re all probably familiar with…depression, anxiety, self harm, abuse, PTSD…bla bla bla. I apologize for not showing my face, but when I start talking about things more in depth, especially the abuse part…I’d like to stay as anonymous as possible. I’ll be honest I’ve been really struggling with suicidal thoughts again and I DONT want to go back to the hospital. Once was enough for me.
I hope this helps you guys not feel so alone… and I hope it helps me to feel a little better.
Stay safe.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByoZ74QfXjQ
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“plus not being able to sleep”. Yeah. Just… yeah. That does not help. Demonstrated by me typing this early in the morning when I have somewhere I’m supposed to be tomorrow/today. “trying to wield my sword and shield and kill these fuckers”. Hah… I guess that’s one way to put it.
Yeah, adulthood is scary. I don’t know what the hell I’m doing either, so many ideas in my head, none of them particularly appealing. No idea what’s best, for me, for others, for anything. Just going through, day by day. The plans that I actually do make don’t usually seem to go the way I want them to. Ah well.
Didn’t mind the rambling, no, it’s always an interesting difference from the written ramblings of the site. Thanks for sharing, and good luck with the new therapist.
Thank you. Ha, yeah, the sword and shield. Keep both by your side, all of us here have a chance at beating this demon 🙂
i watched some. Very comforting. Fell asleep to your voice.
Thanks, even if someone is able to watch 5 seconds I just want them to leave knowing they aren’t alone. I hope you slept well, haha.