I don’t know whether or not I feel like things are worth it. Maybe some things and people are worth living for but what about the rest, what about the things you never asked for. I get that life throws you obstacles to get passed and learn a lesson from but I don’t want this anymore. I don’t want to live with myself, my thoughts, my actions or things I don’t do for myself. I can’t live with my appearance, or who I am. I’m tired of losing people, tired of opening up to people that don’t care, and I’m so damn tired of letting people down, failing them. This pain, well I just want it to end, I hate feeling so hopeless. Why isn’t there a fast forward button? 🙁 or just a button overall. don’t answer that question because it’s obvious why. Anyhow writing helps somewhat..
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I get that it’s hard to live with oneself sometimes. But you gotta keep going and fight through the dislike. You can do it.
And if writing helps you to vent, just keep writing. Write whenever you feel bad.
I agree with Streamers, keep writing. We are here, we will listen, abated. Even if no one comments; Often many who read, as you can imagine, are going through their own shit.