Ive felt like this forever just knowing that i ruined and lost the best thing that has ever happend to me has just given me a reason. I cant do anything about it. Theres no hope for me. I love everyone who still loves me im sorry for what i have/will do to people. Im sorry to everyone who is affected by my dission and my depression but i have to do this… Its even hard for me to write but i still love you P.Y im sorry dont do anything if i do itll be ok for you. lm sorry to my family i know they will be affected the most but im sorry i cant anymore… All i can say now is im sorry for doing this. I love you. I cant fucking handle it anymore just fucking let it work for once. Why will it never work but this time im going to make sure it will. Goodbye to everyone. Im sorry.
Special note for M.S
Dont you fucking touch her ill kill you with my bear hand i promis you i will. Dont think im sceard to im not sceard to kill anyone anymore. No one. Ill fucking kill you. But im not sure if i should kill myself to stop me. Everyone will miss you more. Im sorry i have to do this. I will miss you all except you M.S you made me do this. Im sorry that i have to do this. I dont want to die. But im going to. Lets just speed that up. Goodbye. I dont reget this. I only reget losing her.
– Connor
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I hate you michael. You made me do this. But i guess its better then killing you.
– Connor