Targeted for life

I have been gang stalked since before I can remember. A corrupt judge signed off on my parents custody agreement moving me from my dads to my moms. I should have been put in foster care and because I wasn’t I have suffered the long term side effects of relentless victimization. It’s been said that no one can survive a constant negative environment. I have but I wonder how much longer I can bounce back without loosing what little I have left. My life was stolen from me and our government took it with no remorse. I wish I knew who I was before I had to become an adult and feel like I am constantly morning the loss of myself, my childhood, my spirit, my faith. Whatever memories or hope I had for a normal life have disappeared. I could have been and done so much with my life if it had not have been hindered by my family, my friends, teachers…….Agendas, common interest, extremest groups, hate crimes, and warfare. White collar crimes in our judicial system and in our schools that go unnoticed. No punishment, no resolution and no shame for anyone but me. Saddens my heart so much to know my family was the reason for it and they refuse to be held accountable for the actions. It just is what it is.