Don’t give in

Just wanted to share some love to all of you who are struggling.

Maybe you feel like you can’t go another day. You feel like taking your last breath. You feel the weight of the world on top of you, caving in on your chest. You feel it so much it’s went from just being mental, to a real physical pain. You feel you don’t belong or have a place in this world. You cry yourself to sleep some or most nights. You have suicidal ideation. You think about what this world would be without you, and probably feel it wouldn’t even notice your absence.

I’ve been there! I go through it myself! Not today, but believe me, there’s been days and weeks of being in such a dark place I don’t know how to live my life. Forget a day at a time, I sometimes can’t function in the very moment. I question everything. I think about how I’d end it. We’ve all probably perfected it in our minds.

I’m here tonight just asking you to hold on. Don’t give in, and don’t give up. I’m not going to give you some spill of it’ll get better. Because even I know it’s sometimes a load of shit. Pardon my ‘french’.

I’m asking you to hold on, for me. I’m a selfish bastard. I need you! Without you, this world would go one shade darker and colder than it was before, and I can’t handle it any darker or colder than it already is. I hope you stay strong. I hope you carry on, if nothing else, just one more day longer. You guys are what make this world beautiful even if it is sometimes dark and cold. Without us, who’s there to give compassion, heart and soul into this lifeless planet. I love you!

So don’t give in, I’m selfish. I want to keep you! lol

Hope everyone has a good night. Hang in there…