Does anyone else have something good happen in their life, then feel guilty for being happy? I’m so used to, and “comfortable,” with that depressed feeling that I feel bad being happy. Depression, or whatever the fuck this is, sucks. I’ve been so selfish to the people that love me. And I know it… But I can’t seem to change my mindset. I just drink and drink and drink. Idk. I’ve tried the pills, the therapy, even the suicide. My thoughts are so jumbled. I wanted to post a well thought out, analytical post… But I’m too buzzed I guess. And too jumbled :/ I don’t know. I’m sorry
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Depression isn’t selfish, accepting that is how you change your mindset, you needn’t feel guilty when something good happens, very few people in this world deserve to suffer, you’re definitely not one of them, whatever good things happen to you, you DO deserve them, keep fighting 🙂