I’ve always worked at being a good person, being respectful of others etc. Some reason I just mess everything up. Everything I touch turns to shit. I don’t mean for it to be this way but I end up screwing it up anyway.
I’m to weak to deal with this grief and pain that I feel. I’m a burden to everyone around me and a pathetic excuse for a person. What’s the point in hanging on for better days when they don’t come. I have never meant to hurt anyone I was just born a loser
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I think maybe you are letting people see through you, not see you.
We are similar, in being a good a respectful person. I have learnt; it is not so simple as ‘mistaking kindness for weakness’ no, people will take from you and lead you their way because you are good natured. They have taken your power, perhaps because you are a good person and you have given it to them. Believe me, I have been there.
Nonetheless Cloudy, in this I am your friend. As your friend I am always here to talk. Please do not hesitate.
Nice guys finish last. That was my problem too so I can understand. We live among wolves and if we show one ounce of weakness, the wolves will rip us to shreads. No wonder I’m a basement dweller,