I wish being good to him was enough. I wish giving everything I have to give was enough. I wish loving and adoring him were enough. I wish it wasnt all about looks and money. I wish I could be the one to worship him. I wish I counted. I wish he believed my love was real instead of desperation as he thinks it is. I wish he weren’t superficial at all. I wish I didn’t have to be without him. He thinks it’s unhealthy to love just one person… and I don’t think it’s anything close to love to want a dozen or more people. I can only love one. And he stole my heart and soul from day one. I wish I could be enough for him.
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You ARE good enough. You will find someone who will see how amazing you are. Just hang in there. Make sure you distance yourself from him, that way it’s easier to get over him and you can move on and find someone who is worth your time.
I don’t fall in love easy or with just anyone. He’s only #2 and I’m 37. I’m also homeless. I don’t have the energy for this. I’ve picked the date. And I’m on the world’s slowest wifi trying to download the information I need to pick the place to do it.
By you taking your life it leaves it as a 100% chance of you not pursing your dreams of being with that boy. A boy should steer your life in that direction but I know how love is and I wish you the best and hope you realize suicide isn’t the answer to this problem also killing yourself well pretty much ruin the boy you love so much life because he will feel that all of this is his fault when in reality nobody can choose who they like or love it just happens. Best of luck. Pls respond