Yeah, everyday seems like slow suicide. I always wake up feeling like shit and I’m greeted by a little box beside my bed. It encases a lethal toxin I bought last week to aid my transition. Depression is eating me from the inside and this fucked up totalitarian capitalistic matrix incessantly plunges me into an existential crisis. This is the only place where I feel safe. I’ve read a couple of encouraging posts but the optimism is short-lived. There’s two individuals on here that intrigue me so much, Salt and Randal. I always read their comments on posts and they’re pretty thought provoking. I wonder what their story is. Haven’t been here long enough so I might have missed out on some of their posts. I am just curious
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Unfortunately… Salt made a post recently suggesting that he has perhaps gone and ended it (suicide). I hope it isn’t so but i hope he found peace, if he did. I will miss him even though i didn’t really have much interaction… I liked reading what he wrote. I hope he comes back, but at the end of the day, i will respect him whatever he has done. I am sorry that it came to this for him. Society treated him like this… Such a great person and helped many, was interesting too. There wont be another.
Randall is still around and i also like his posts
I didn’t interact with salt that much but I always perceived her as a good person and caring soul. If he went on to do it then its tragic but he’s now free from the constant pangs that come with being born into this world.