the way i feel has no words. i live day in and day put of not being wanted by anyone. i am a burden to everyone i speak with. i annoy people. there’s something very off about who i am. why am i so strange?
i just want someone to listen to me. ive been used by others for disgusting factors. people tire of me easily
i bring bad luck to whomever im with
im just devastating as a person.
nobody at 18 years old should feel like me. i wish i was normal i wish i didn’t want to die. i wish someone cared. i wish i wasnt the only one there for myself. i cant take loneliness. my madness is driving me to the brink and i know any day now im going to fly off the deep end. i feel it.
I’d change myself if i could. honestly
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“i just want someone to listen to me” — I know that sometimes it’s not the same as it could be IRL but we’re here to listen to you, so feel free to express your feelings whenever you need to. I’m sorry that you’re going through so much pain, I hope that eventually things get better in your life, ervse.
“i cant take loneliness” — You feel alone.. But please realize that you’re not, there are millions of people experiencing the same feelings that you are. We’re on this website and we’ll listen to you… People care.. We care, and I’m so sorry that you’re in a rough patch in your life.. And it might not seem like there’s a way out of this… But there is, and you can find it.. I hope things will get better for you, you seem like a great person.. Take care