I’m not doing it now. But I always have a plan. When there’s no one left to give up on me but myself, I’m gong to do it.
I read an article about all these famous people who died too soon and most of them died from heroin overdose. It obviously feels good, or people wouldn’t do it, right? So it seems like a mostly painless death. I don’t know though. I’ve never as much as smoked a cigarette, let alone shoot up some heroin. But it seems to work because you always hear about people dying from it. So when the time comes, I’m going to acquire some somehow, get super drunk, load up on sleeping pills, atenolol, and overdose on heroin.
Seems painless, maybe even nice? Any thoughts?
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Ive thought about it too. I have never been a drug user to this day, but as you say the fact that many people die of overdoses makes it an appealing way to exit. I hope things turn around for ya. So you wont have to come to that
I hope peace comes to you.
I don’t want to give up. Especially if there’s someone in my life it would upset. But when everyone gives up on me there’s no point in sticking around. So I guess as long as someone seems like they truly give a shit about me I’ll be here. Depressed, but I’ll be here.
Before I comment on the post I just wanted to say I really like your username.. 🙂
Well, I’m sure an overdose of anything would cause harm and possible death. Although, most famous people have died after years of using it, so I’m unsure if a one shot method would work. I would advise against it because drug addiction would lead to more suffering, and your plan might not cause immediate death.
I’m no expert in this, but it just doesn’t sound good to me. Many people have just died from sleeping pills and alcohol. I think it’s a matter of how your body reacts to an overdose. Someone who has more of an insight on this could probably give you a more detailed answer. Someone I’m related to was a heroin addict but it ended in a more gruesome way…
Thank you. I really like the Master of Disguise. Dana Carvey always makes me laugh. 😀
Oh, I don’t really want to live the junkie life before I can finally die. I just thought, maybe if I had enough in my system at once and my body’s never had a chance to fight it off except for this once plus with the other drugs in my system, it would do it? Hopefully I would be passed out if there’s pain to come in the process. I could probably deal with the pain, but my biggest fear would be living through it and dealing with the permanent pain. And I’d probably be on a suicide watch so I wouldn’t be able to kill myself and I’d have to live with it, being more miserable than before, forever.
But I guess we’re all going to die eventually and it will probably hurt if we’re old and happy, too.