Today was my birthday, drove to beach with a friend and imbibed a lot of liqor at the beach, shared momemories and laughed. Got back home and slid back to my depression and existential crisis. Holding pills in cupped hands and crying. I want the pain to stop. Can’t go on like this.
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for what it’s worth, happy birthday. You may not feel able to go on any longer, but today means that you lasted another year with the demons dancing in your brain. Hold your pills, cry, do what you feel is necessary. Either the demons will drive you to kill yourself, or you spend another year on earth trying to make life work, or the universe sends a speeding car/lightning bolt/murderer/rabid animal in your direction and takes you out early. The fact is that death is guaranteed and life is hard. It’s ok to be depressed about the shit show that is existence. But there are good bits. Hanging out with true friends being one of them. Hopefully you stick around for the good bits because I think that they make life worth living (most of the time).
Thank you tphg for your inspirational words Man. I was feeling like shit yesterday but I woke up to this reinvigorating message. I still need to enjoy Life’s gems, and its words like these that make it possible.
ride this emotional low out because it won’t last forever 🙂 all of us on SP are rooting for you. Someone is always around here willing to listen.
Many happy returns 🙂
And hear hear tphg!
Happy birthday today and I hope that your next one can be a lot happier. Mine is coming too in September, I was thinking about that today. idk how I’ll be feeling by then. I suppose that it won’t be that great but hopefully 2016 will be better for both of us. I wish you peace.