Enrolled into the university. Mother had to leave me alone in the capital, giant and unforgiving, because we are from a little city (6 h from the one I’m currently in). I’ve always felt I don’t belong but now more than ever. Sneaked into a tall building unaware of it’s security. Turned out there were lattices on every window and the exit to the roof was blocked. First suicide fail. Peace is the only thing I’m craving for right now. Might be my last post. I have no knowledge of what’s lying ahead. Love, my gratitude & good luck, Hikari.
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I don’t know your current situation, but given that you’ve been just left out on your new city, couldn’t you consider giving your new life a try? maybe you’ll find something that gives you a reason there, or that changes things for you. Entering college is already a big change, so you might want to hang on for a while and experience that. Not that i’m telling you what to do, but i do believe that is good to exhaust all options before giving up.
Whatever you end up doing, i do wish you good luck, and i hope that things get better for you.