So I have been clean from self harming and drug use for a whole 2 months, that was until yesterday when I did both. Yesterday was the Last teen therapy group I went to and everyone went to an amusement park together. Now I get attached very easily, so I knew it was going to be hard to say goodbye, so I took 4 pain pills. I had asked the director of the group if Ms. D (someone I got really close to) could take me home like she normally does. She told me no and I got really upset and we started arguing. When I got home that night I was very angry and sad about the whole situation that I cut myself..
Today my dad got a call from the director Mrs. M asking if I was OK, that she had never seen me like that before and that I looked a little “off”. Mrs. M also had called my mom to talk to her, but she said she didn’t have time for any of this… funny, the one person who’s put you through all these awful situations doesn’t have time to hear what’s wrong with you.. I’m really hurt by that, the one person I want to love and care about me doesn’t give a damn…
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Ah I’ve found myself in these situations many times sadly there is no easy answer sometimes you gotta let go of everyone else and just find a way to draw strength from yourself