What the fuck would you do when
Most friends are not as close as they should
When politics and world’s health hurts
When you’ve been brilliantly single more than idiots more than bad people deserve
I’m not depressed, I just hate the system we live in, politics and the games people play
It made me sick, I’m stuck inside myself,
Nothings changing, Watching everyone,
Every moron be happy and progress
While I dream of not waking up
While the earth is dying from millenials of greed. conversely the only thing giving me hope is the imminent apocalypse.
It’s not depression, it’s my today, it was
Yesterday or tomorrow..
What do you do when it’s your conscious empathic mind that tortures you?
Politics won’t go my way, friends or girls won’t be charmed by what I’ve become, sickness won’t kill me but won’t let you be.
professional ambition passed me by.. I’m all I’ll ever be. I’ve met the greatest girls I could,
And I keep insulating myself from hypocrisy
I’m not suicidal.. But what would you do? You would do it all better than I do, you would endure it without dying inside?
But you can’t stand my limitations for more than a few hours at a time?
I take appart ideas and weak minds take me appart. I can’t fight anymore.. What’s the answer?
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I know it sounds pathetic, but the answer you are searching is: dreams.
I’m sick, I don’t have any. I wake up crying, even my dreams are painful. So when you’ve lost even the peace of sleep and dreams?
I have been there, but i never gave up. I was able to make my life meaningful. You just have to believe in yourself and the same thing might also happen to you. (^_^)
I too feel this way cometimes. When I do I remember something a friend told me once. All people come and go. Some people are in your life for a reason, some only for a season, and some for life. Give as much as you receive from said friends. Do no over exert your measure in a friendship. The biggest key to life is to do what makes you happy, NEVER care about what others think about you and always do YOUR very best. Do not compare your efforts to those of others. We are all here for different purposes in life. Do not try to figure out why you’re here. Your purpose will come to you when you’re not trying to find it. As far as politics, yeh, that’s why I don’t get involved. Politics and people are only going to get more and more corrupt. This has all been foretold. Only you can control you and the deeds you do in life. Don’t let others dictate who you are and who you will become.