As I lay in bed questioning my own existence, I look threw the window and see nothing but something which was once familiar but now is not. I’ve lost myself. I’ve lost sight of any goals or aspirations I once had, I’ve lost sight of my happiness. I hold back the tears and feel my heart drop to my stomach as I am slowly coming to realization that I don’t belong.
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I’m in the same boat as you. Struggling to find a reason to see past what you’re feeling. Something, somewhere will be your reason that you belong. You just need to keep looking
I feel the exact same way. It’s as if day by day nothing changes, but when you look back. Everything is different. (CS Lewis) I just get by daily. I would lay in bed all day if I could.
Your not alone.
It gets worse when your own family and “friends” actually say that you don’t belong with them. That you are not good enough to be around them. Feels even worse when it comes from a ex-wife before she even divorced me.
All too familiar to me. I have those days unfortunately where I don’t even get out of bed. I have those feelings that I simply don’t belong and haven’t for a while now. I’m sorry you feel this way. I wish there was something I could say to assist you or help you. Yet in a way I’m looking for similar advice…..