The tears just wont stop coming
Every day now – I cry
I ask God to take me – to give me some relief from this hell I live in
For a very short time, I thought there was hope
But just like everyone else, he left me alone
I was stupid to even believe in a glimmer of happiness
It never comes
I don’t want to be here anymore
2 nights ago I dreamed I was torn apart by a mountain lion – and that peace, that you only find in death – I felt that in the dream.
And then I woke up and hell began again
The problem is, I have a daughter – and if I do what I want to do, it will scar her and ruin her life.
But how do I stand in these fires of hell another second?
I am so so so sad – I just want to breathe my last breath and be done with it
Please save me?
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Hoping things feel better tomorrow :), as superficial as that sounds.
It’s never stupid to want something better out of life, but its hard when things don’t work out; at least for now.
I really wish good things for you and your daughter. Never break the hearts of the ‘innocents’!
Salvation? That’s take one step at a time in the right direction…start with that?