I’ve been going on and off this site for the past few days wanting to say something, but I just can’t find the way to do it. I’ve been having a lot of problems lately, and it seems I’m falling into depression once again, like if happiness was nothing but a dream, and when you think you’re grasping it, it just gets away from you. The only thing that I’m certain of is that I’m alone yet again, or I’m about to be. Alcohol wasn’t the solution to my problems, and I found out that the harsh way. Apparently I’m replaceable too; I’m noticing I have no true friends at all. I really have no options left. I dunno, maybe it’s a sign that I should’ve put an end to my life years ago, like I planned to.
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Don’t hesitate to write whatever comes to your mind, most of us are here to share and listen to each other. As we have gone through similar things, we are able to relate to your feelings and thoughts, unlike many other people outside SP.
Happiness is not easy to get. I cannot say I’ve been unhappy often, but I also cannot say I’m happy. Strange situation. The last time I had a free mind and happiness was in 2010. Many people are lonely as well, I have 2-3 good friends but they are far away. Feeling lonely, being lonely is much more common than it seems.
Maybe what matters is are you glad that you didn’t end your life years ago? If you can say yes to this question, then it is good for you to stick around.