…hi
could you please tell me what I’m doing here?
i don’t know what I’m doing here.
im in the same room as my little sister and mother.
I’m doing “homework” for my mock exams this week.
what I’m actually doing is using homework as an excuse to listen to music…
in 24 hours and 15 minutes ill be in the a mental health service place for youth…
and I’m scared.
i was recently referred but now I’m actually going I’m not too sure what to do.
what am i doing here?
and i don’t mean this site.
what i mean is get me the hell out of here please I’m a 15 year old boy i shouldn’t be like this dammit
…sorry
nevermind.
3 comments
dont be scared. i mean, everyone get scare, and being scared of something its good.
I guess I would like to know why you are being placed in the mental health clinic. I have been to hospitals plenty of times, but not all for the same reasons. Some go for attempted suicide, others because they are suffering from a mental illness they cannot control. Lots of different reasons. But asking WHY you are here is a very good question. All of us at some point question why we go through the things that we do, and why we feel or think or act the way we do. So first and foremost, what are the reasons you are going to the mental health clinic?
I don’t know what you’re doing here, and I don’t know what I’m doing here either. It’s a hard question to answer, but I’ve realized that it doesn’t matter to me anymore. I’m glad to hear that music is something you enjoy, because it can be so very helpful during bad times. I’m about he same age as you are, and I think that as long as you can find ways to enjoy yourself, then follow your heart and it might lead you to something that is worth living for. For me, that was writing. Opening your thoughts to someone else can also be a huge help.