I’m sitting in my bathroom floor half crying half laughing. plus I drank vodka and i feel really sick.
So today is my birthday. And i used to love birthdays. As a kid i had a lot of friends. Now i have like 2 best friends. They suckkkkkkk
I decided for my 15th birthday to invite friends for a party. I found where mom hides her alcohol and i stole some of the drinks. Plus moms out of town so i have the house all to myself.
Everyone should have come in 9pm. It’s almost midnight. No one showed up. Not even my best friends. So i’m just chillin in my bathroom with my bottle of vodka and laughing. Because it’s so sad that i have no friends. I really don’t know why i liked birthdays.
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i wish i could be with you 🙂
Oh Emma, I thought Friday was your birthday. So sorry.
No one showed up for my birthdays 8th to 13th. I just quit having them for a long time.
Sometimes you discover that people who are generally nice to you aren’t really close friends. It hurts. Real friendships often have to be grown. Keep trying, please?
If I was there I’d come to your party. But it would be creepy for both of us. Really creeeeeepy.
I thought the 15th was friday when i wrote my first post but it’s today..
I’m so scared of being alone. I hate it. I hate that even my best friends are not rel friends.
I have no one.
I wish you were my friend. Iv’e never opend so much and never got an answer from someone for any of my problems.
Well that was kind of creepy too.. Haha
Being alone is good for: getting your homework done, reading a book, writing a song, learning to juggle, and painting naughty pix of wombats. So try to do one of those and practice letting go of your fear. Note I said practice. Things like learning to be comfortable alone, letting go of fear, stopping worrying about things you can’t control – they are learned skills for people like us. You don’t suddenly wake up knowing how to do it. You practice and fail and practice and partially fail and practice and partially succeed and practice and then one day you are doing it!
Acquiring these skills is called growth. When you are a growing human bean you attract growing friends. Those are the kind of people you will want to hold dear and visa versa.
In the meantime rant all you want here.
Happy birthday
And
Many
Mooooooooore!
Emma kitty is on the kitchen counter unrolling the paper towels. *sigh*
That’s rough. I never celebrated my birthday (mostly due to religious reasons) so I could care less about when my birthday comes. It’s just another regular day for me. But I hate hearing stories like this.. It’s hard being alone..
I only wish I had something more useful to say…
That’s fine. I only needed to open up in here. Thanks for listening anyway 🙂
Aww. I’m so sorry, Emma. <3 You will like birthdays again. You'll make kinder friends too. You got all of us until then (sorry about that 😉 ). Stay strong. 🙂
I’m sorry about that, but there’s a chance that some of them weren’t able to go (and really wanted to). I know that doesn’t make it any easier, but considering it’s mid week there’s always the chance that some couldn’t make it. That said, i know how that feels, happened to me a few times (after the 3rd one i stopped celebrating birthdays all together).
I agree that with Trix, you might get better friends in the future and like birthdays again. If some of us were near you we’d sure show up uninvited, but considering there’s alcohol involved… yeah, you’re lucky to not have us around, lol. (Btw, happy birthday)
Hey my birthday is in exactly 2 months! last year even my family forgot it was my birthday..it was also my 21st so it was suppose to be super awesome, but it was finals week and everyone was too busy…it will be on finals week again this year so probably just get drunk alone..again. ANYWAYS, happy birthday, even though it doesn’t feel happy, I hope this helps! I’d drink Vodka with you, and tell you how it makes me speak in a Russian accent lol
I’d drink vodka with both of you and amaze you with my potato imitation.
Haha, i’d love that!