Have u ever had one of ur loved one die from a terminal disease?
If not.. You have no idea what you are talking about
As for death.. I wish i could have died long ago..long before…
I said to my mum once, re my physical condition, that there was nothing worse than the idea of it having no end. I’d rather not have it in the first place but I sometimes wish that was terminal.
I was hospitalized last April after 6 years of IV drug abuse. I had decided to cause illnesses that would kill me sooner and I started crushing morphine pills and injecting them. I knew all the dangers before I started doing it but I wanted to destroy my body. I did well. I had a blood infection, a disease of the lymphatic system, nodules in my lungs, liver disease, kidney failure, enlarged spleen, severe anemia and critically low phosphorous. I told the Doctors that I had deliberately done the damage but they didn’t believe me and sent me for a full body pet scan looking for any types of Lymphoma. I didn’t have any Lymphoma.
As awful as it may sound, yes. I think the reason why is I don’t want my family to blame me for my death. If I kill myself, it’s my fault. If I die by a physical illness, it’s not my fault.
When you fight a physical disease, you’re seen as brave. When you fight a mental disease, you’re weak. Everyone has different opinions about this and how they are treated with any illness, mental or physical.
I feel bad for thinking this, but when my depression is at its worst, it crosses my mind.
BluDude976, not exactally 🙂 If i had a terminal disease that would help me make the decision of taking myself out painlessly, terminal disease illness can be slow and quite painful.
It’s much easier for some people to accept that they are to die by terminal illness. I mean, you only have to count how many months are left of your life. It’s hard to die by your own hand.
Just imagine: You have only one year to live.
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Have u ever had one of ur loved one die from a terminal disease?
If not.. You have no idea what you are talking about
As for death.. I wish i could have died long ago..long before…
I wish i was never born in the first place
Yes I have and I meant the disease does all the work, you don’t have to cut or hang yourself.
As the quote goes.. Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it.
I’ve probably thought about it in the past.
I said to my mum once, re my physical condition, that there was nothing worse than the idea of it having no end. I’d rather not have it in the first place but I sometimes wish that was terminal.
Depression actually weakens the immune system and people die faster.
I was hospitalized last April after 6 years of IV drug abuse. I had decided to cause illnesses that would kill me sooner and I started crushing morphine pills and injecting them. I knew all the dangers before I started doing it but I wanted to destroy my body. I did well. I had a blood infection, a disease of the lymphatic system, nodules in my lungs, liver disease, kidney failure, enlarged spleen, severe anemia and critically low phosphorous. I told the Doctors that I had deliberately done the damage but they didn’t believe me and sent me for a full body pet scan looking for any types of Lymphoma. I didn’t have any Lymphoma.
As awful as it may sound, yes. I think the reason why is I don’t want my family to blame me for my death. If I kill myself, it’s my fault. If I die by a physical illness, it’s not my fault.
When you fight a physical disease, you’re seen as brave. When you fight a mental disease, you’re weak. Everyone has different opinions about this and how they are treated with any illness, mental or physical.
I feel bad for thinking this, but when my depression is at its worst, it crosses my mind.
Ive thought the exact same way. Though i know a terminal disease is not at all fun or painless. I have though the same way
I would be positive if I learned that I have only 1 year to live.
BluDude976, not exactally 🙂 If i had a terminal disease that would help me make the decision of taking myself out painlessly, terminal disease illness can be slow and quite painful.
It’s much easier for some people to accept that they are to die by terminal illness. I mean, you only have to count how many months are left of your life. It’s hard to die by your own hand.
Just imagine: You have only one year to live.
hope432,
Not exactally 🙂 If i new i had one year left and if it meant a year of suffering and missery, taking myself out painlessly whould be an easily choice.