I want to die. I just dont know how ! I cant live anymore, my father passed away and now my only sister is dying of cancer I have no family left. How can I possibly end my life in the easier most painless way possible ?
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I would suggest not looking here, as rules dictate methods are not allowed… but you can come here to talk.
I’m sorry about your sister, that’s hard, and my condolences for your father.
Dude, just because you have no family members left doesn’t mean you should end your life buddy…reproduce and start a family of your own.
At some point all of us will lose our family members/loved ones. My mother is old and has health issues and I don’t think she’ll last for too many years, likewise for my father.
I have a couple of siblings, I tried hard to make it worth with them, but now we’re distant and perhaps one day we’ll just stop talking to one another forever, because we cannot get along.
I also lost someone who was close to me to cancer a few years ago. It was very hard to take in that first year, but I got better.
While it is painful I think we’re all trying to advise you that it’s not a reason to kill yourself. You still have your friends and other relationships that matter and you matter to those people.
Granted I’ve done that thought experiment, what if I lost all my friends/family and was totally alone. I would have less reason to keep living and if I had no wife/gf, it’d be less of reason to keep living, but think of orphans, some of them end up doing very well in life.
I know things must seem bleak right now-but you can overcome this loss, as terrible as it is to endure. The choice is yours of course but if you can be objective and see that you have more reasons to live, than to not, it’s best to go on.
I know what its like to loose the people you love, I lost my mother and my friend. At one point i thought that it wasnt worth it anymore. Give yourself one reason to live everyday, even if its as simple the sun is warm today.
My sister is very young. I feel guilty for being alive. I want to be with her. I can’t imagine life without her ?
Suicide is hard, otherwise this you, me, and this site and it’s users all likely wouldn’t be here. You won’t find an easy way. And, you won’t find anyone here who will share a method assumed to be so either. But, we will talk with you. Try and help you to the best of our abilities.
Losing family is hard, losing anybody is. But, it is a part of life, whether you like it or not. Think from your father/sister’s perspective. They would want you to continue living a happy life. To grow old and die happy… not the other way around. I understand with how close you were/are with them you’re not thinking that way. I wouldn’t expect you to as most wouldn’t. Love hurts.
Hopefully that helped, even if only a little. My thoughts are with you.
Think of it this way…you can live for them. Everyone has to die sometime, some earlier than we think is necessary. But use that as a reason to enhance your life, do everything that they did not have a chance to do. Make them proud of you.
i’m sorry this is happening to you
is your sister not curable at all? you have to stay positive for her. she wants you to live on and you can.
She can be treated but not where I live, she should be sent to the US, my goverment refused sposoring her treatment, i need about 200000 dollars, and I can’t get that money 🙁 I am so depressed idk what to do or how to live every second of my life is torture. I just want her to be okay. :'(