I thought I was slightly improving but I am struggling right now.
I fucking can’t do this anymore.
I HATE living with my partners parents. No, this isn’t me being a spoilt child this is me hating being 25 after 7 years of living on my own to having a controlling mother in law telling me what to do.
I’m not just saying I hate the parenting. It’s that nothing is ever right. To the point where I can do the pots, but if something is an inch out of place I will never hear the end of it 🙁
I can’t even explain how bad it is.
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I’m sorry you’ve been having to put up with the criticism on top of everything else. I wish I could send you some hope. I don’t know anything I can say to help right now. I just hope it gets easier, and quickly.
Out of everything I have been through the two years I spent living at my in-laws house was probably the most difficult! I was 36 and hadn’t lived with parents since I was a teenager. It was supposed to be for two months but it turned into two years. We had to eat at the dining table every evening. I had whatever they were having which was always meat and always horrible and unhealthy. My father in law is horribly racist and homophobic. I am a foreigner and bisexual. It was a bloody nightmare. I don’t know how I stood it except that I drank every day, a lot. We just stayed in our room all the time except dinner time. I tried to be grateful but yeah, that is hard. I didn’t have anywhere else to go so I just forced myself to stay and not run off. I don’t think I have any useful advice for you. I do know how hard it is though.
Thanks Trix just knowing you have read it and things helps xx
Bruiseviolet I’m so sorry that sounds awful 🙁 yes I think we will be here for a while too. It’s not so bad when I can escape for work but I’m currently working it around treatment meetings and she doesnt even understand that she just gets annoyed when I’m home before 5 because it means I’ve cut into her day. 🙁
You can’t afford anywhere else? That really sucks, sending you good vibes. I hope you can get through this and find your own place soon.