As a follow up to my last post…
I feel so alone. He’s out with some other friends and earlier today I had to tell him about 20 times I don’t want to hear it and he actually said he thinks it would be good for me to get over him if I knew he went and fucked a random girl. No I just feel like my heart and soul got ripped out and stomped all over. It’s like he thinks my feelings can just be shut off and end on command. It’s like I’m not human at all. I feel so alone and like I don’t want to see him again because I just can’t take constantly being shit on and disregarded. By the way, fuck it, go see for yourself on my instagram it’s c4fighter.
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I think this guy is really inconsiderate. It probably would be a good thing if you could spend some time away from him. It’s not like you can shut off all your feelings but it’s a lot harder when you’re with that person every day.
I just had a look at your Instagram. On a light note, I love some of the Perks of Dating Me. On a serious note, I really hope this gets easier soon. Please don’t think that you don’t matter just because of this one person.
The real question I would ask myself is do I want to get over him? if the answer is yes begin walking away, if the question is no then I understand.
This is destructive behavior, staying with him is a huge mistake. I understand it’s hard as all hell, but he is actively harming your mental health. Trust me. This will not go up, only down.
Great posts above-agreed with them.
He doesn’t get it, the last thing you would want to know is the person you’re smitten over is fucking someone else.
I think it’s high time to stop torturing yourself OP and quit. Seems like he’s just toying with you and probably enjoys watching you suffer in some sadistic way.
Walk away, don’t look back, find someone new. You deserve to be treated better than this.
Hi, there are many fish in the sea. Go find another fish!
Well he doesn’t think he’s torturing me because obviously his feelings don’t run deep at all and I’ve always known my feelings run deeper than everyone else on the planet. For him, love is a fleeting thing because it’s about lust, the instant he can get some, the instant he sees an anorexic stick thin frail chick, it’s all in an instant for him so he can’t see from my perspective where love is something much deeper and much more serious. Yes I want to get over him, bit I don’t think I ever will. I also don’t want to be old, like 50 or 60 or older, and be tortured with the thoughts of how I could never get a man and how no one ever loved me. I’m the ugliest person in the world and no one will ever love me.
Well, I’m 50 in a few months and I have never had a g/f or been kissed or been on a date and I used to feel the same as you but it really does get easier as the years pass. I have accepted my fate and I think that has helped me to stop hanging on to false hope. Yeh, I know I am still F#*ked in the head but it is less painful the older and closer to death I get.
I don’t think I’ll ever feel better or even ok. I can’t stand to be alone. I’m a November baby. Love, passion and romance run so deep in us November people. If we don’t have love, November born people end up killing themselves or others. We can’t handle being alone and not having love and affection shown to us.
I love winter. I hate summer. Summer=fool’s season. Let EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE FREEZE!