I’m not afraid to die. Actually I prefered if someone would kill me now. Remove the burden I place on everyone’s hearts. I cut and I feel better. Everyone says I’m sick but am I really? I’ve found release. Please let me die already
It’s painful not to fit into your surroundings, especially when you are surrounded by people you care about and love. I would surmise that they do not understand the burden they place on you. The pain of cutting momentarily erases the greater pain of an internal struggle.
Am I understanding you at all? If so, I hope you can someday find more fertile soil in which you can plant your own roots.
And if you die then what will your loved one do? Will they die the same way you die? Or will they go to your funeral because they didn’t want you to die?
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It’s painful not to fit into your surroundings, especially when you are surrounded by people you care about and love. I would surmise that they do not understand the burden they place on you. The pain of cutting momentarily erases the greater pain of an internal struggle.
Am I understanding you at all? If so, I hope you can someday find more fertile soil in which you can plant your own roots.
Love,
Vedura
No one wants to die you guys just say it.
And if you die then what will your loved one do? Will they die the same way you die? Or will they go to your funeral because they didn’t want you to die?
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