Trapped

i know how you feel… but you have to keep trying. there’s a beauty in trying, although it may seem pointless to you right now because right now is just a series of let-downs and disappointment. trying to keep yourself happy, trying to achieve some of those little things you’ve always wanted to do – they’re all worth it. no matter what you try at, you’ll get somewhere, i promise. i understand that you don’t see a need in doing anything anymore, and you may not completely achieve what you had planned to achieve, but you will have improved and moved upward from the place, or standard, you used to be at. and although you feel crappy and like you can’t escape, keep trying, because someday you’ll be better off, with many things you may or may not have wanted and although you may not have everything you want or need, i promise you that in those moments, when you look back on these moments, here, now, these old posts, you’ll be a little happier that you kept trying because you will have gotten to a great place in life, whatever that may be. and it may not be what you immediately see yourself doing, or what you expect at all, but i promise that it’ll get better. that you’ll look back on these moments and feel more okay about yourself because you kept trying and you got out of the trapped position you were caught in. try to keep your hopes up, okay? it’s okay if you can’t right now. it’s absolutely okay. but remember that there are people here who understand you and we’re here for you, no matter how inherently crappy it sounds. we’re here for you.