I’m not crazy, their there, always there. They linger in the back of my mind and demand to be heard. Oh the pain, the sweet agonizing pain. Have I created monsters inside me in hopes of never being alone?
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That isn’t crazy. Maybe that’s how it happened… what do they say?
All they want me to do is feel pain, but yet at the same time they want me to put a end to it all. But I can’t destroy them without destroying myself. So really, I’m in a dilemma here 🙁 Any suggestions?
I feel similar in a way, except I don’t hear voices. But there are thoughts, feelings etc that feel very separate to me – they feel like a personification of all the depression.
I wouldn’t know what to do without knowing exactly what the problem is (why they’re there and so on). Could you see a doctor to see if they have any ideas? I would suggest seeing someone professional at least to know how the problem started.
I think I understand that; my fears have voices too, and they never leave me alone.
How do you run from whats inside you??? Maybe it’s a unanswerable questions, but having some kind of answers would be somewhat soothing to my aching soul.