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agonizing

Scary videos

by claritee 4/19/2016

written by claritee

I’m easy to scare. To deal with my overwhelming anxiety and depression I’ve been watching scary clips on YouTube. Anything that I can find from ghosts caught on tape, strange disappearances, weird coincidences, creepy pasta… Anything. It helps. I get scared. It’s become addictive to feel scared of the paranormal instead of just having this agonizing anxiety. I actually welcome a ghost. Anything to shake up my life, anything for a moment not to think about my constant pain.

The thing is, I don’t really know if I believe in any of it. I still get creeped out. But being creeped out feels so much better […]

4/19/2016 5 comments

Another week of torture

by nuclearbackpack 4/14/2016

written by nuclearbackpack

I just want to die. I’m suffering so much. I don’t want to leave my family and my lovely little cat but I feel I have no alternative. My existence is empty, terrifying and degrading. I’m not talented, I now hate the way I look [Yes you pay for your vanity] and I’m not sociable. I don’t work, I live alone and don’t want to do anything at all but of course I have to kill the time somehow – the net, long walks, watching DVDs, visiting my parents – but it’s all just to survive another day – so I can do the same […]

4/14/2016 3 comments

voices.

by L0STgirl 10/20/2015

written by L0STgirl

I’m not crazy, their there, always there. They linger in the back of my mind and demand to be heard. Oh the pain, the sweet agonizing pain. Have I created monsters inside me in hopes of never being alone?

10/20/2015 5 comments

Protected: Kat Confesses

by whiskered-fish 10/17/2015

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

10/17/2015 11 comments