Hello all, this is my first post..and it just so happens that I am a horrible writer. But, here goes. I am 19 years of age. My birthday is a month away. I’m not even excited about it. The one thing that I looked forward to everyday was waking up to see the love of my life. But ever since last year, depression has had a toll on both of us…we have a beautiful 9 month old son. He is my everything. I just can’t imagine my life without his dad. Last year around Christmas, it was he who tried to commit suicide. Now I feel as if it is my time. I cannot fathom the thought of him falling in love with another woman and I’d rather die than just sit around and watch. I love you dammit, I just wish you could see…you were my first true love..
But you’ve broken me..
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Marriage counciling? Not because your marriage is “on the rocks,” but because both of you are suffering and perhaps feeding each other’s depressions. Working together, with a therapist, you can turn things around. Please don’t let it get to the point that one of you decides to die. Or, God forbid, both of you decide to do the unthinkable.
It is entirely possible you are suffering from post-partum depression right now. Please get help. You can get though this and your family can even be stronger. You son will greatly benefit from having patents that can express their emotion openly and work together to solve their problems.
Thank you so much…and we aren’t married…one of my exes got in contact with me last year and ever since, the guy I’m in love with now doesn’t love me anymore so we broke up. And the only reason I’m still living with him is for our son. I desperately want him back but I think he’s over us forever and its killing me inside