Oh how I love manic episodes. You feel as though your soul is going to crawl through your pores. Everything you see is in HD, and if you drop something it’s as if you’ve dropped an atomic bomb on your toes. Yay bipolar
Could you imagine if we were on such a thing as The Manic Project.
For six months there would be about 67 gigs of posts and comments and then for the next 6 there would be absolutely no posting at all.
Holy shit we would be on a manic roll. Like we would probably make websites upon websites and post our little brains out- and then? Silence. The aftermath
The euphoria is always fun. I remember my psychiatrist saying something along the lines of “What’s wrong with that?” It made me feel good about the euphoric part of being bipolar. I ride it out until the inevitable crash comes.
Being up and angry is really hard. I don’t mind so much the “I’m building a space craft to send my chickens to the moon” phase so much as the “I’m so keyed up I am going to swing a hammer and break all these windows” phase. I have a really hard time controlling it.
That old movie, the Fury? yeah if I could set fires with my mind my home would be burned down several times over.
It’s this a bipolar assembly or what?! Lol 😛
I’m always been afraid of manic episodes. It’s weird, i laugh uncontrollably, talk fast and i do things without a second thought…
I have never chatted with another bi-polar person IRL as a peer. It simply amazes me that I keep reading my own story over and over again. I used to this I was just batshit crazy.
Lately I have come to think of it like a disease. A chronic one, one that if you don’t take care of yourself you will die. I’d like to compare it to something like MS or cancer, but that wouldn’t be fair to people with those diseases.
I gotta give credit where credit is due, and that was pretty clever. I will have to seek my bipolar revenge with my BI-VENGERS yet another day haha. (chokes out yet another manic cackle)
I’m so glad you guys commented… it’s hard enough with anxiety and depression, but being bipolar- it’s different. And I’ve never actually talked to anyone about it, so if you guys wanna talk more please do so. I need to learn more about how to keep me in check. HDS I get the whole burn your house down thing… however, if you burnt it down one day and you had a high the next day, you could probably build it back up within a few hours haha
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God bless LORD BIPOLAR!
All hail the great and mighty maker of the manic minions! Ain’t he swell
Could you imagine if we were on such a thing as The Manic Project.
For six months there would be about 67 gigs of posts and comments and then for the next 6 there would be absolutely no posting at all.
Holy shit we would be on a manic roll. Like we would probably make websites upon websites and post our little brains out- and then? Silence. The aftermath
The euphoria is always fun. I remember my psychiatrist saying something along the lines of “What’s wrong with that?” It made me feel good about the euphoric part of being bipolar. I ride it out until the inevitable crash comes.
Yeah the crashing and burning and trying to kill yourself thing is an undesirable effect heh
Being up and angry is really hard. I don’t mind so much the “I’m building a space craft to send my chickens to the moon” phase so much as the “I’m so keyed up I am going to swing a hammer and break all these windows” phase. I have a really hard time controlling it.
That old movie, the Fury? yeah if I could set fires with my mind my home would be burned down several times over.
It’s this a bipolar assembly or what?! Lol 😛
I’m always been afraid of manic episodes. It’s weird, i laugh uncontrollably, talk fast and i do things without a second thought…
I have never chatted with another bi-polar person IRL as a peer. It simply amazes me that I keep reading my own story over and over again. I used to this I was just batshit crazy.
Lately I have come to think of it like a disease. A chronic one, one that if you don’t take care of yourself you will die. I’d like to compare it to something like MS or cancer, but that wouldn’t be fair to people with those diseases.
… a bipolar assemble… as in the BI-VENGERS?
(sorry, sorry, a thousand times sorry, just had to).
You just had to, didn’t you Mf? Hahaha (manic cackling) I should’ve seen it coming. Thank goodness we aren’t polar opposites 😉
If i didn’t know you have a wicked sense of humor i would have kept reaaaaally far away from that one, lol.
I gotta give credit where credit is due, and that was pretty clever. I will have to seek my bipolar revenge with my BI-VENGERS yet another day haha. (chokes out yet another manic cackle)
Well, Darvin did most of the job by using the word ASSEMBLE, so he get’s at least HALF the credit. (That one was all me, lol).
I’m so glad you guys commented… it’s hard enough with anxiety and depression, but being bipolar- it’s different. And I’ve never actually talked to anyone about it, so if you guys wanna talk more please do so. I need to learn more about how to keep me in check. HDS I get the whole burn your house down thing… however, if you burnt it down one day and you had a high the next day, you could probably build it back up within a few hours haha
All for opening a can of bipolar crazy with all of you.