I feel like it would be fun to see all of yours too . These are mine.
1. Find something I’m passionate about . I really want to find something to put my time and energy into . Art ? Music ? I have a great ear my friend tells me . And I love going to shows. I think I would like to buy a synthesizer . I’m really into some funky music.
2. Pass my dental assisting radiology and infection control exams . I’m coming close to the date to take them and I’m nervous . After I take these tests I can get an internship. I’m nervous .
3. Meet new people . I need friends . And sitting around in my house feeling sorry for my self isn’t going to find me friends . I want to go out and do things .
4. Build up confidence . I have 0 confidence whatsoever which is probably one reason why it’s hard for me to have relationships with people .
5. Ride my bike more . I have a beautiful beach cruiser sitting in the garage that I never touch . I think it needs to see the world too . It would probably be good for me too.
6. Save $$$$$. I want to move from this city soon , and go to the pacific coast on the complete opposite side from me. This city I live in has horrible memories.
7. Read more books . I love to read but I haven’t read a lot of books in the past couple of months . I think I’ll hit the Edgar cayce museum after the new year and pick up some new books.
8. Try yoga. So many people tell me it’s relaxing and it can help with depression. A girl I used to know just became an instructor so it wouldn’t be hard for me to get into it . This also goes along with eating healthier . I eat so shitty . Which is probably why I’m so tired all the time .
9. Go back to community college . I have no idea what I want to do with my
Life . I don’t want to be a dental assistant really , that was a back up plan. So I’m gonna go back to school and take up some more classes and see what I become passionate about . All I know is that I LOVE helping people so much .
10. Lastly , I want to try and be happy . I’m so fuckin depressed it’s horrible . I want to change all my ways and try to help my self . I can’t feel sorry for my self anymore .
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I like your ten things
Edgar Cayce is amazing. I know they have the ARE Center in Virginia Beach. I’m into that whole alternative/psychic and channeling phenomena. Sometimes I go online and read his channelings. And yoga is great too. I took 10 classes earlier this year. I bought a Groupon and paid an amazingly low price for them. It’s almost the perfect thing for depression and anxiety. You’re sort of meditating while you’re exercising so it’s a two pronged attack against those negative thoughts and feelings. Good luck.
I LOVE Edgar cayce . And we do have the ARE here 🙂 I go from time to time . I’m gonna volunteer there too
the sleeping prophet.
I didn’t post earlier today, but I really like your 10 things.