I’ve been considering dying for awhile now like 8 months. Since I got let go by a girl that made it seem like it would work. I’m still hung up on it, i was told I did nothing wrong blah blah. But I never stopped believing or even, I never had let go of it. For months of self sabotage and begging and pleading respectfully. I got nothing but a “I don’t care, it was nothing” to her. Although everything to me. I self sabotaged, cried and sought out everything. Really the ppl of sp is all that ever helped. But I lived with it for months. When trying to end it all, l didn’t do it… I always thought I met her in the beginning of last year and I don’t want to bother her next year. Start fresh I guess.. No words of mine will help the situation.. But I tried.. Months later, the last couple days, I tried… She responded, it wasn’t great.. Or good. But I’m still hung on the maybe..?.. But I think I already know.. Because besides the memes responses all she did was correct my spelling.
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It seems like you really had something for this girl . I was like this with the last guy I was with . He let me go because I was bringing him down . With my bipolar ass self. But we still come together time to time. It just makes it worse
I did but instead of being honest or a man and speaking up for myself i just said stuff that i thought she liked. You actually talk to that guy. I’m not supposed to think about it this girl let alone write her. Crushed.. So I wrote.. I went against all the family n sp friends advices and wrote a question. I usually already know this by past gfs.. I just didnt want this one to be meaningless or let go of. . But I did it anyway
I understand
I never do what others’ tell me. Even if I’m wrong, even if I agree with them.. I still cave, let loose and always end up the same. Alive.. And cliche the right one will come along.
Your just like me . I never listen to people . I always end up the same too
I dated a girl a few years ago and she made me feel like my life could get better, but it was short lived and we broke up. For some reason this summer I decided to call her, we ended up getting back together. She was just using me and toying with me because she wanted a distraction from her life. I’m glad we broke up before it got worse. Sometimes you think so low of yourself you think the person in front of you is perfect.
Yeah. I thought we thought the same and i did think she was n i was perfect for eachother. I still dont want to let go of the attachment. But i just come here now.. I dobt want drugs. Im indecisive on dying… And thats it i guess
I was so mesmerized by this guy . He’s 4 years older than me too which was another bonus . I always loved older guys . But anyways , it was all great in the beginning. I wanted him as a distraction from my sad life. I loved having him love me . I got attention finally . And he was just there for me. But he thought I was talking to other guys . but I wasn’t . And he didn’t trust me . We got into a huge fight and he made me feel worthless. It was just so silly . I saw him today and things felt amazing again. But as soon as I left I felt sad . I don’t think he can fulfill my happiness . And he doesn’t really know what depression is like . There’s no way he can relate .
I think if i keep writing her.. I dont want to not want to.. But i have to.. But i will prolly try again.. Even after some of the best ppl give me reasons not too
Damn.. I’m sorry you feel that.. And that he isnt the one that can do that. Even though u feel that
It’s okay . I’m trying to get better .. :/
Sane here
I just feel like I have no care for anything anymore and no motivation . I’d rather sleep.
That’s literally my life, and since pot costs money, I havnt been able to sleep
Ha I feel the same way about buying wine . I have no job right now and not a lot of money . But I just found some in my house . Tonight will be fun 😉
lol good luck 😛
I do like a nice bottle of red.
Wonder how that would do on my stomach with all the wild turkey I have drank tonight.
hopefully no hugging of the porcelain throne lol
Nah. just barf off the porch. let the critters get a taste too. hahaha.
I never throw up . I’m blessed . But I did throw up once when I drank two bottles of barefoot wine all to my self .
I tend not to throw up either, but somehow I always find myself passed out outside somewhere lmao
I did throw up once when I was 14 too after drinking 3 four lokos on New Years lol . My friends had to put me
In the shower . I was throwing up red velvet lol
only one way to find out.
death by alcohol poisoning. now THAT sounds fun.
I’m more of a moscato type of girl lol
too sweet for my tastes
I like malbec red, but never really had much else