I feel so lost in this empty world filled with people. I can’t touch them, it’s like they’re so far away. Yet I stay here. Running around in circles. I sit down, but I cannot cry, because I know noone is there to say “It’s ok”. They’re not real. All fake. Go away..
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I’m sorry you’re going through that. I feel the same about people. It’s too unbearable to describe in words. When it gets to the point where you don’t know whether they’re actually there anymore, that feeling can be enough to make you suicidal by itself. Sometimes it helps me to remember that however severe it is, it’s nothing more or less than a symptom of (or manifestation of) depression. It makes it a lot more painful, but it’s a part of being depressed and that cloak over the rest of the world can be lifted with the other symptoms. I hope things change for you soon.
Glad to see you’re still around. It might be just weird sleeping hours on my end, but i’ve been wondering if you were ok the last few days (feels like a lot of time since the last time you replied to something). I hope that your holidays are going good (or at least decent).
I often feel the same that you mention and feel left out for the same reason. Sort of like dissociation from the whole world. The fact that most relationships i have feel fake (due to their superficial nature) doesn’t help either, and i guess that it’s a big cause of it (at least for me). I don’t wish that feeling for anybody, and i do hope that it gets better for you eventually.