I was 7, my cousin 8yrs male, old told me that we are going to play boyfirend and girlfriend and I went with it not knowing what he would do next to me. We played for a while but then he started to play with my boobs thinking it was normal but I had a small feeling it wasn’t. At my age 9 and him at 10, we played again after that I went home and I was over hearing my parents talking about how I should know about sex and stuff cuz I had gotten my period too at that age and from that day on I knew that all the things that my cousin was doing to be was bad. Age 11 and him 12, I was in my room by myself when he came in to my room and told me to play again but I knew it was wrong to do that so I told him no. He got mad and hit me and I tried to run out but he pushed me down on the bed and made me blow him. Fro that age 11 and until 17 he made me do sexaul things ever time we did that he would tell me “don’t tell anyone you little slut about this if not I’ll hit you more and don’t you even think about getting a boyfriend cuz I’ll do even more thing.” Or ” don’t dress all girly the boys will look at you” every night I would cry myself to sleep with all that in my mind of all the things I did . age 15 he pushed me down and he forced me to do anal and I wanted to yell but he hit me and threatening if I did that he go for my sister next. Then he did something more that I wish he never took away from. From that day on my way of acting and smiling changed I would hate myself for letting him do this things to me but the sad thing is that my parents don’t know
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You need to tell someone. This long time abuse has to end someday. Trust me, some years down the line you’ll regret that you never told somebody earlier. I know your parents would be shocked and they would be hurt as well but you may never know when he does that to your sister as well. Tell your parents everything. Trust me , it will be for good.
This is awful, I’m so sorry. Please, don’t stay quiet. I know that telling your story can be embarrassing, but I believe that telling the truth will be good for you in many, many ways — his chances of hurting your sister (and many others) will be smaller, and sometimes you have to break the cycle of silence to be able to heal. I was abused, hit and threatened too, and took years to tell people about what happened to me, out of embarrassment and fear.
He’s a manipulative monster.
Are you afraid of telling people and being judged? Afraid of telling people just to see them staying on his side, or something similar? I understand everything, that is why I ask you to report him or/and talk to someone. My own mom didn’t believe my side of the story, but I wouldn’t hide the truth not even for a day if I had to back in time. Tell your parents, the authorities or a trustworthy family member, please.
I wish you the very best.
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Please tell someone who you feel you can trust about this, this is terrible
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I hope you find someone safe to tell. He might threaten you not to tell, because he is afraid. It will only embarrass him, show how he is the one doing wrong, not you, and hopefully he will no longer have that power over you or anyone else. I hope you can get help, and have a better future, make your own decisions about your body, and be with someone you love and trust and respects you.
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He needs to stop. What he has done is he’s made you feel worthless and its just going to eat you up and make you feel worse.
Have you tried going to the police? And have you ever tried telling your parents