This year I was diagnosed with a metabolic disorder towards my eyes. And my diet changed completely.
Then around May time this year I started to feel depressed, suicidal and I had anxiety. And I started cutting.
Then I promised my best friend I would stop cutting. I broke that promise twice. This time I promised and he made me swear on his life:(
A month ago I found out my dietitian thinks I need Physchologist, she thinks something’s wrong with me.
About a week ago I had surgery. And then about 2days ago I did the most stupidest move in the world and it could’ve ruined my life. I wanted to end my life I thought I ruined it all. I ruin everything and everything’s always my fault. I thought about walkin into the kitchen and stabbing myself but I couldn’t do it.
2days ago I self harmed, that’s the day my friend made me swear on his life.
Then I made a decision. I realised that cutting isn’t the answer and I need to start lookin on the bright side. I may still be depressed, suicidal and have anxiety attacks. I’m ok.
Im so strong I believe I can do it.
I believe all of u can do it as well. I believe in u. Stay strong everyone:)
•we’re all standing on a knife edge. And this time we aren’t afraid to fall•
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Thank you for this story. You sound very grounded.
Thank u. I posted this to show everyone that there’s hope for people and we can all get through it. And we are all strong.
Congrats on your positive outlook!
Progress is never smooth, so if you have a bad day be prepared to talk about it. Don’t hide your emotions. Don’t beat yourself up. Tell your friend. Tell your doctor. Tell your parents.
If you practice having good days eventually it will become a habit!
Thank u so much! U make me strong. This means a lot.
You are so strong. I admire you for getting through all of this 🙂
Thank u. That means a lot:)