The demons are getting to me. They are all inside my head now and my body is getting drained more and more each day. The suicide fantasies and the warm feelings of ending my life are starting to flare up again. Medication is not working anymore either. I think I’m gonna have to go sometime soon. I have fought for long, but they are winning.
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Sorry to hear you are feeling overwhelmed. It’s important to try to do something to stay safe at this time. Perhaps it’s not a matter of fighting the demons but of trying to understand your fantasies of suicide. Maybe having some therapy so you can talk about them in addition to the medication.
I have music to offer today:
youtube.com/watch?v=OFtNChII78k&index=4&list=PLCA1CE83DF7E26F10
Her voice is soothing. Perhaps she will sooth the demons for a little while?
I’m sorry they seem to be winning. Medication didn’t work for me either. I’m trying different treatments – I pretty much gave up on doctors. If the medication was helping before, maybe your doctor would have something to suggest that will stop things getting worse. I hope so. I hope you find relief from the demons.