I messed up, everything is gone bad. I tried to fix it, and made it worse. I lied for too long. I’m not going to fix it, I can’t try anymore, it doesn’t work. I just want to go.
Everything hurts, being hurts, and I am going to hurt the people I care about. There’s no way out now, but one. I wish I could tell them how sorry I am.
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If you want then there is always a way.
What happened ? Would you like to share something more ?
What does it matter, if the only way to go on is to hurt more? It doesn’t end, it just keeps hurting. I’ve messed up so bad I can’t fix it no matter how much I try, it just grows every time I look away, and I’m so tired. I lied about everything, and now I can’t go back. I just don’t see any good options, can’t help myself without hurting someone else.
Like you said. You wish you could say your sorry, And that there is no way out. So do it. Tell them your sorry
and then come back and tell us how things went. We are here to listen and help.
It will be OK..
Whatever you did to mess up (whether it can be fixed or not) this is the worst part – where you feel there’s no escape. You can’t go back in time but you can say/show you’re sorry and try not to repeat whatever you did.
Why does it hurt?
Like Peace said there’s always a way and I agree with ToTrees too, tell them and to perhaps start rebuilding 🙂
Can you say what “it” is?
You should, at least, tell them you’re sorry. If it is something you want to happen, it’s something you can do for yourself as well as them.