Sorry im not jonny cash but yeah i hurt myself. I couldnt get out of my head and couldnt stop crying. Its the only thing that helps other then taking something, and there arent any of those around so. Next best thing right. Is it bad that im saying this. Im sorry i didnt mean to cause any trouble its just talking helps after too, but im alone at the moment. I think its because part of me feels bad because this is the only thing that is keeping me “ok” untill i start feeling bad again. At the sametime im kind of like fuck it at least i dont feel bad anymore.
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I know that feeling really well
That’s what we’re here for, to listen when you want to talk. I get the feeling, knowing that it’s “ok” at the moment but it’ll go downhill again… Hope you’re holding on for now, and sending you happy vibes
I read the posts here and listen to music to keep myself sane some nights. I’m sorry you are in this state. Self harm is a coping mechanism. A lot of people don’t really understand it. If you are cutting please keep your cuts clean and dry. Lots of people on this forum understand what you are going through and I doubt anyone here judges you harming yourself. Stay safe. Keep your sharps clean too.