Hey guys, it’s been a while since my last post. Probably gonna be a post with random shit, sorry.
So my first internship went really bad. My supervisors don’t know about my attempt, but they know I had to go to the hospital because of a mental problem. When the internship was over they had a talk with me. They were really worried and advise me to get help and to speak with the school. I went talk with the responsible teacher and she started asking a lot of questions and found out about my attempt. She was reluctant to let me do the second internship, but I’m starting it this monday.
At home things are a bit strange cause my mom is in denial and thinks it was an accident and my dad is the only one who knows.
I started to see a psychiatrist and I taking meds again.
I spent my holidays in bed and now I’m scared because I have to get up to face the real life again.
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Hi Blackdog, good to hear from you. It is good to see that you are carrying on with your education. It is probably good that your dad knows about your attempt? Another positive thing is seeing a psychiatrist and taking meds again. So even though you have spent the holidays in bed and are probably a nervous wreck about the second internship things are sort of looking up, right? I hope you are okay X
Hey Blackdog, I’m glad to hear things are progressing positively. Its good your dad acknowledges the situation and with regard to your mum, mental health will always be a rocky road for everyone involved but I hope she understands in due time. I am really happy to hear you are starting your second internship too. I know it seems daunting, but it can only be a good thing to try pushing yourself out of the comfort zone, even if just a little. And you’ve always got a bunch of friendly ears and eyes here…
Stay strong my friend 🙂