Is it so bad that i want to ended all. I mean who will even miss me? Not my family i know that for sure. but then why is it that every time i try it it feels like if i was doing something bad? I wish i had the courage of doing it. If i ever have the courage i hope the pain goes away immediately. I talked to my mom the other day and like always she just said it was my fault. I don’t know why i even picked up. Its always the same story with her. I shouldn’t allow hope, its stupid there is even a feeling like that. I wonder if she;’ll miss me when I’m gone? will she regret how many times she said she hated me or think i deserved it? God! i hate to know the answer! can i be blamed for wanting to hear her say she loves me as my death wish?
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Yes People will miss you. Even people you don’t suspect to miss you will miss you. Its sad but sometimes certain people cant come to understand the full worth of a person until they are gone. Its sad that it has to be that way for some people. But be certain of this. You would be missed and nobody wants you to end your life. I think you can pull through these feelings and find a reason to go on and enjoy your life. Try discussing your issues here or with somebody you know you can trust and maybe things will get better for you. Good luck. If you need somebody to chat with my email is my SP username @yahoo.
It’s not completely bad depending how your dealing with it. Thinking about it is one thing, planning upon it is another, but attempting it that’s when it gets serious and scary, which brings the anxiety of it feeling wrong it’s all in the mind. I feel the same way .
I don’t know you, but, I’d miss you. I’d wonder, whatever happened to iwant2_die. I’d think the worse, and get sad. So there.
thanks. nice to know that someone who doesn’t know me actually would say what i needed to hear/read:)
Feeling any better about life?