Loneliness

Everything seems ok, then someone asks: are you ok? And I start crying non stop. Yes everything is ok.

I have to go work, but I get there and do nothing.

I am feeling empty.

A few good opportunities came to hand this week. Things I would have given everything else for, a year ago. And here I am, not giving a fuck for them.

I just want to cry. I just want to stop feeling this sad.