She lies to herself

I wish we could all be the same,

I want you to understand

How I completely reck myself as part of some master plan to deplet whatever good is left

So I know there is absolutely no reason for me to go on, there’s absolutely no reason for me to be depressed

I wish we could all forget,

The names we call ourself

The lies we tell ourself

That makes us who we are not.

I pray there is no hell, I pray that the ultimate

see me for how I see it, and not how i see myself.

beautiful and  abused.

Broken and true.

I’ve been hiding for as long as I rememeber, hiding from the truth hiding from my family and covering the truth from myself.

And now I lie to you, I run away and I hide because I know I am not worthy, I know you will never love me.

She will never love herself, she cries and they all leave because they know,

She know she will never see herself,

She will never be as beautiful as the world she sees aroundher.