Allergies, College & Stuff

I think I’m allergic to the softer or something my mum used to wash the clothes the other day. I’ve had rashes for 3 days that itch constantly, and I’m cutting myself with my nails scratching. Oh well. It distracts me at times. I get so preoccupied with stopping the itches that I don’t think about what’s going on. I can deal with the stinging and itching if it means forgetting everything for a short while. I guess I just have something else to add to my allergies.

I left college early again today. I stayed for 2 hours until lunch, and then went home. It’s still unbearable there, but my mum forces me to go in. She says dropping out is not an option – extra emphasis on the ‘not’. Because clearly college is more important than her own daughter’s mental health.

I see my therapist on Friday, and I got a letter today saying my psychiatrist has gave me an appointment for near end of this month. Fun. I’m going to get an appointment with my doctor this week. Probably on Wednesday. I’m considering showing him my notebook. Wait, no. The Angels are considering getting me to show him the notebook. They said he’ll understand it, but I don’t know if I’m comfortable doing that. Although, at the end of the day, it won’t be down to me if I show him or not because they have the final say so.