so fucking tired having to wake up at 6 am and basically run up and down stairs all day I’m mentally and physically drained plus i don’t really want to be alive but I ain’t really got a choice right now and now il feel guilty if I try again but it’s only a matter of time I guess I just hope I get it right next time unless things magically get better which I don’t think is going to happen so I’m kind of I’m limbo again
how’s everyone in suicide club today ?
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I feel exactly the same.
I stayed up til 5:00 in the morning, working on a piece of music I’m writing and also spending time on SP. Went to sleep and woke up at 3:00 in the afternoon.
Checked my email to see if anyone answered stuff I sent yesterday, and no one has.
I will probably be up late again tonight.
I feel like my mood is going to change soon; possibly into another depressive dip.
I’d rather the dip was Mexican queso dip with tortilla chips.
I haven’t eaten much lately.
Hay cordless yeah staying up late dose suck
Drowning and cordless are you both still online or lurking?
Hay beaubri I’m online left my phone at home what’s up ?